Last Man Standing.

I know it won’t be me, I have had a horrendous couple of weeks, exploding and projectile is all the rage, it got so bad that the wife called the paramedics for me, I felt a right fraud! I even went to the Dr’s for a face to face appointment, no news is good news ………allegedly!

I had been gearing up to do the follow up on the last blog when I was struck down with galloping gut rot,  I was/am weak as a kitten, and I’m ill for a couple of days then recovering only to fall victim again, this has been the pattern since that last blog, I’m not a good patient, I hate being sickly, but this is driving me nuts, I have been up since 5 this morning with my mood flipping between nauseous and needing the loo……..rather quickly, if I try to eat anything the nausea returns toot sweet and I’m back to square one, I feel as though I should be sponsored by cup a soup, because that’s about all I have had in nearly three weeks, I thought I should throw a few words onto a blank page just so that you all know I am alive, well kind of!

The last blog did the numbers I expected, this will probably do the same or less I need to get myself sorted and back on the horse, I have missed getting my thoughts onto a blank page, unfortunately today is not the day, but it’s nice to know I can at least attempt to put my best foot forward. I will say thank you for all of the kind messages, I am not suffering from a mental malaise, but a poisonous one!

I have played next to no music in the time I have been off colour, not a good sign and I have done no reading, rather I have been like a lazy dog I haven’t even left the room when the family is watching pap on the tv, me with my reputation. I have gone to work although I haven’t been firing on all cylinders I don’t feel as though I’m bad enough to be off work, however if it continues that may change, and I will do the unpleasant deed of collecting a sample to find out what is dragging me down.

My diabetes has been loving me being this down, as it revels in kicking my arse when I’m as low as this, I really do need some solid food regardless of the consequences, some sleep would be nice as well, my mind is on a constant state of alert I have no desire to defile our new mattress in any way.

The name game is in play even though the last one seems to have broken you all, even by googling it nobody got it right, and no I’m not telling you who the artist was, this one is considerably easier it’s a rock band!

That’s your lot, I’m simply telling you that I’m alive (at the moment) the wife is having her own issues (getting old is really shit) another reason I go to work so that she doesn’t waste her time fussing over me she needs to get better as well, hopefully the next one will be of better quality I cant promise anything other than I will try! So, until the next time watch the skies for incoming, stay safe so until the next one……Toodles!