It didn’t take
long for me to start picking at the scab, life has been too good, I’m just
waiting for the clusterfuck to happen, its only a matter of time.
I started
the new job and its great, loads of lovely people and its quite different to my
last job, and yes I’m looking for the negatives, things are done differently, a
whole different kind of hierarchy, not as in who’s in charge, just layer upon
layer, and its all done to a strange timetable, its great it’s just me looking
for faults I know that its going to go off on a tangent and my big mouth will
paint me into a corner, I’m simply not used to things going this well, fingers
crossed and no doubt when it does it will spread all over the blog!
The cunning
plan that was shredded has been resurrected (number 646473692887) funnily
enough it’s gone back to plan number one, which was shot down in flames on day
one, we just have to wait six months because of me changing my job, counting
the days as I type this, I’m sure that there will be many more detours in this
particular story as well before we cross that particular finish line.
Bob was
back circling me but thankfully he was kept at a distance, he crept in and I snapped
at him with all that’s going on with work and such like, he didn’t like it, but
he is still there sitting waiting patiently simply bidding his time, I know he
will be back. The wife hasn’t been in the best of health and we have been
trying to get her sorted its very slow she took a tumble down the stairs (not
guilty) and damaged her knees and then her back came out in sympathy, well
actually her whole body was jolted, it hasn’t been a good time for her, but she
is slowly but surely getting there, however it hasn’t helped with the general
mood in the house. My health has been crap but nowhere near as bad, but a new
Dr on the scene and he wants me to go back to the very beginning of the
treatment, I don’t think so, I feel a cunning plan coming on. more bloods and
other bits and pieces I simply want to get some traction as this has been
dragging on and off for over three years, I’m no further forward than I was
when it first kicked off!
The blogs
numbers have been damn good considering I have only been doing this every once
in a while, again loads of ideas but not a lot that I would like to publish
(way too many dark thoughts ) but it has helped, I believe I have finally gone
stir crazy, its like I’m being punished for something I haven’t done, this
bloody lockdown is driving me nuts and is making so damn squirrelly, maybe its
simply the lockdown but I feel like I have not had any human (as in with
friends) in over a year and I don’t like it.
So, a short
and sweet blog simply to take my mind off picking at the scab (yes, the name
game is in play) of life, I’m sure once there is some normality in my life (a
clusterfuck every other day) there will be some normality to the blog, but I’m
not counting my chickens just yet, so thanks for all of the kind words and lets
just drift with the tide, I doubt I intend to write every week ( I know I have
said that before ) but lets se where actually takes us, so watch the skies and
keep an eye out for incoming, but until then, stay safe stay well and I will be
here again soon……………………Toodles
