Picking The Scab.

It didn’t take long for me to start picking at the scab, life has been too good, I’m just waiting for the clusterfuck to happen, its only a matter of time.

I started the new job and its great, loads of lovely people and its quite different to my last job, and yes I’m looking for the negatives, things are done differently, a whole different kind of hierarchy, not as in who’s in charge, just layer upon layer, and its all done to a strange timetable, its great it’s just me looking for faults I know that its going to go off on a tangent and my big mouth will paint me into a corner, I’m simply not used to things going this well, fingers crossed and no doubt when it does it will spread all over the blog!

The cunning plan that was shredded has been resurrected (number 646473692887) funnily enough it’s gone back to plan number one, which was shot down in flames on day one, we just have to wait six months because of me changing my job, counting the days as I type this, I’m sure that there will be many more detours in this particular story as well before we cross that particular finish line.

Bob was back circling me but thankfully he was kept at a distance, he crept in and I snapped at him with all that’s going on with work and such like, he didn’t like it, but he is still there sitting waiting patiently simply bidding his time, I know he will be back. The wife hasn’t been in the best of health and we have been trying to get her sorted its very slow she took a tumble down the stairs (not guilty) and damaged her knees and then her back came out in sympathy, well actually her whole body was jolted, it hasn’t been a good time for her, but she is slowly but surely getting there, however it hasn’t helped with the general mood in the house. My health has been crap but nowhere near as bad, but a new Dr on the scene and he wants me to go back to the very beginning of the treatment, I don’t think so, I feel a cunning plan coming on. more bloods and other bits and pieces I simply want to get some traction as this has been dragging on and off for over three years, I’m no further forward than I was when it first kicked off!

The blogs numbers have been damn good considering I have only been doing this every once in a while, again loads of ideas but not a lot that I would like to publish (way too many dark thoughts ) but it has helped, I believe I have finally gone stir crazy, its like I’m being punished for something I haven’t done, this bloody lockdown is driving me nuts and is making so damn squirrelly, maybe its simply the lockdown but I feel like I have not had any human (as in with friends) in over a year and I don’t like it.

So, a short and sweet blog simply to take my mind off picking at the scab (yes, the name game is in play) of life, I’m sure once there is some normality in my life (a clusterfuck every other day) there will be some normality to the blog, but I’m not counting my chickens just yet, so thanks for all of the kind words and lets just drift with the tide, I doubt I intend to write every week ( I know I have said that before ) but lets se where actually takes us, so watch the skies and keep an eye out for incoming, but until then, stay safe stay well and I will be here again soon……………………Toodles