And so, life goes on, unfortunately life has been upended
(that’s my excuse for no blogs) Health wise, work wise, home wise, even family
wise, a veritable perfect storm that has had me on the ropes simply as I’m
getting old and cant keep up, its nothing major in the grand scheme of things,
just everything all at once has turned life and its ongoing dealings into a
total cluster f**k!
Family wise everybody is having issues, again nothing
that I really want to go into in a wider forum, we are all having issues, the
wife is being a brave soldier and fighting the good fight, she’s still not
home, she’s still wearing the nurses uniform, and is getting worn down, I am
doing my best to help, it doesn’t always work, but I am trying, it is definitely
taking its toll on her and her health all I can do is a little more than usual.
My health is a slow grind, again nothing serious or
life threatening (I hope), just a culmination of a lot of other things kicking
my arse all at the same time, this getting old malarky is shit! I feel worn out
and drained most of the time I don’t get to see the specialist until July a
full 19 months after seeing the last specialist, I’m not hopeful, with all the
industrial action, I reckon it will get put back for a second time, strangely, I’m
fairly happy in myself (all things considered) but this isn’t what I signed up
for health wise, they simply keep peddling more medication, they never seem to
get to the bottom of it, 8 years this has been going on and I’m still no
further forward, good thing its nothing “serious” add the injuries from my fall
from last year and it’s not good I keep trying to get a vet to put me down! And
let’s not even bring my hips or knees into the equation, I feel way old before
my time.
Home, well we are finally getting a new kitchen fitted
(its only taken me 18 years to get around to it sue me I ran out of money, and
then life keeps getting in the way) the house has been upside down I had been
sleeping on the settee for over 9 nights thankfully the work is nearing its
conclusion, then the heavy lifting of putting everything back into its new home,
onwards is the only word going through my brain I can see the finish line as I keep
stumbling towards it, at least the end result will be worthwhile, because I feel
like a virtual cripple at the moment literally every single task is taking a
lot longer than it should, I honestly didn’t think I would feel this shit at this
age (Boo Hoo).
So writing has had to take a back seat, not because I want
to, life has a way of taking precedent and as I’m a responsible adult (yeah
right) there simply isn’t enough hours in the day, so this isn’t the longest
blog in the history of my blogs, I simply thought I owed you the discerning
reader an explanation, don’t worry the intention is too come back harder and
stronger, Watch this space.
So, there you have it, watch the skies for more
incoming normal service will be resumed quite soon, stay safe stay alive, until
then ……………………Toodles!
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