Once again, I aint got nothing, I’m as
empty as my wallet, I have let my creative juices dry up, I feel like Private
Pike as I keep saying to myself “stupid boy” in the voice of Captain Mainwaring
and I had been doing so well.
The last cunning plan crashed and burned
almost on take-off (I should have known it was never going to be that easy) but
rising like a phoenix is the same insane dream just modified with a sense of
reality (sort of) regarding the time scale, it’s still a cunning plan, it’s
just going to take slightly longer than realised, that gives me a little more
time in reality to declutter our lives and to bring the house up to scratch,
but rest assured the plan is moving forward. No doubt the further adventures of
my lunacy will raise their head as soon as something happens!
I have been incredibly busy at work, so
much so that the well has run dry, I can’t multi task or focus on too many
things! I still have ideas and sparks of blogs, but by the time I get to
resolve my idea and commit to paper, its so watered down the magic has gone
from it! To rectify that I have bought two little black books (not to be
carried at the same time) to carry with me so that I can jot down those little
sparks of an idea! I honestly was never a boy scout, but I do like to be
prepared, who knew!
Family life is spiralling at the moment
with all of us so busy there is hardly the chance to catch our breath,
thankfully the youngest is catching our coat tails and putting us back on the
right line, every little helps, the pooch is also doing his best to bring cheer
to us all and greets who ever rocks up to the front door with a wag of his
tail, thankfully bonfire night wasn’t too stressful for him even though it was
like the battle of the Somme on the night itself! (another part of the reason
for the cunning plan to crash and burn quite literally).
I will admit to avoiding the TV as much as
possible as “Brexit (as in couldn’t organise a piss up in a brewery) is
incredibly annoying, round them all up put them in a field, and simply leave
them there, I’m not wishing anybody any ill will. It’s simply just those people
who look after themselves (I wish I got subsidised bait at work) the money jockeys
are only looking after themselves (again), I knew that this would happen, hence
the reason for avoiding Brexit, I have no intention of discussing this on this particular
medium (actually on any medium for that matter), I don’t think that the FBI would
help me with any death threats that might come my way, well at least on that
subject matter!
Now as we rush headlong into the least
favourite part of the year, my birthday and Christmas all in the mix, I cant
wait for the 30th of December to say hiccy burpday to the Mrs, I
know that she needs some cheering up, that’s why I keep buying her flowers of
late, I haven’t done anything wrong I
just wish to ease her ride through the rich tapestry that we call life, I can
be a nice person when I try, I know I need to try a little harder, at least for
the wife’s sake, bless her!
I’m hoping that by doing this spontaneous
blog the juices erupt like Vesuvius (ooer missus) that does sound wrong even as
I read it back to myself, hey ho its done now, I intend to tinker over the
weekend to complete something more meaningful, on that note I have decided to
try and finally publish “The Whalers Dues” no later than New Year’s day,
fingers crossed. It’s taken me longer to finish this particular blog than it
has taken George RR Martin has to complete game of scones, at least I think
that’s what his series of books are called, I’m not sure, as I’m old and infirm
and don’t seem to have much recall these days! I have decided on a path
hopefully not full of bitterness and bile, I hope it’s as good as I have
thought it was, if not I have wasted a shit load of time trying to polish this
particular turd, who knows let’s see how it goes. As always, I’m sure that you
all will be vocal and tell me!
The old blogs have been ticking away with
most days in double figures for the older ones, someone must be bored as they
trawl through the classics (cough splutter) that’s part of the reason why I
haven’t put pen to paper (so to speak) why spoil a good thing I would hate to
over burden you the discerning reader, music is the order of the day with
playing more and more just to fill the void of TV, I have no intention of
resorting to Drag Race like the wife does (and yes I knew it wasn’t about cars)
life is far too short to waste what little time I have in my life (me full of
doom and gloom …..never) I’m sure that it will come out in the wash!
And yes the name game is in play!
So that’s the spur of the moment blog done,
already I can feel the juices starting to bubble (no its not flatulence…..hang
on it might be) thanks for all the kind words and messages at least none of you
have thought I was in a deep dark place, I was I simply have some tools to deal
with it so hopefully I am a ray of sunshine to my friends and family (again
cough splutter) keep spreading the disease and watch the skies as there will be
one arriving a lot quicker than this one, I will post as soon as this one
starts to run out of steam, I know you all would like some consistency, so do I
let’s see how I do (again I’m sure you will all be vocal) so until the next
one………..Toodles!
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