Yesterday

Finally, a day off, some wonderful live Yes music to sooth the savage beast and an opportunity to actually complete a blog, not that I haven’t blogged in the interim I simply haven’t completed any to satisfaction!

I’m trying to complete a course that I have avoided for the last 7 years, now that I am over halfway through it, it doesn’t appear to be as bad as I thought it would be, it is still hard and I’m not saying that I am enjoying it, I can see the finish line, I simply hope that I actually pass the bloody thing, here’s hoping.

I had a couple of seriously black days during the last few weeks, I’m hoping that they were purely because of the increased workload, my overloaded little grey brain cells were not firing on all 6 cylinders, thankfully I am a lot better than I was, it would appear that I have shrugged off the blanket of darkness I had surrounded myself with, my fault nobody else’s I get these turns from time to time, I simply hadn’t foreseen this one or the level of unhappiness that came with it.

I blogged or at least attempted to, but again they were filled with dark thoughts and general unpleasantness and that’s not what the blog is meant to be, there are some small kernels of truth that I will expose and amplify in future blogs, not the bad stuff but hopefully some good things!

Some historical ones are definitely in the pipeline as well as “The Whalers Dues” which although I feel as though I have broken the back of I certainly haven’t finished………...yet! I intend to try and keep on a straight line until the end of the year and then some big decisions as to where I go from there, I understand that not everybody likes to read the mutterings of an unhappy 53-year-old! For once I will gratefully listen to suggestions as I repeat myself, I do not want this to grow stale.

This blog isn’t just for my consumption, but for it to grow and I do wish for it to be just a little successful, it has to improve, it has its moments, I wish for them to be more than just now and then. So that’s my agenda for the coming blogs, what have I been up to in the last few weeks well, simply in one-word work! I really do need to get a social life, I have missed some great nights out of late again me being a misery and financially holed below the water line hasn’t helped, but onwards I intend to try just a little bit more………honest!

The numbers have been really good when you consider how much previous work I have been publishing, some good comments as well, to the few who have whined, you didn’t buy the books when they were available so wind your necks in, the world keeps turning let’s hope the numbers keep on in the upward spiral that they have been, another reason to give my head a shake and improve the quality of the shite that I spew , I mean the quality blog that I produce….LOL!

So that’s this small missive complete, I do believe that the next blog could have something to do with Twisted Sister……maybes here’s hoping, I have started but I simply have to finish lets see what happens next, so watch the skies and prepare for incoming I feel the need to kick this up a notch, keep spreading the disease and until then………………..Toodles!